THE HIDDEN TRACK

The following passages are dedicated to Leopold, to the vernacular, to certain evil women (you know who you are), to certain wonderful people(they know who they are), to soft afternoons and quiet Sunday evenings, to Fall and seeing your breath for the first time since Spring, and to Isabelle Ya Feng ... a soul slipped by like two ships passing in the still, moonlit sea.
-- Abraham Ahmed, the Surfing Beatnik



Bullet Proof Laundry...

Nine years old. California. 1989.

The granite pillars that were once obtained for and possibly used as humble yet attractive corner posts now lay, end to end, on their sides encompassing a bed of ivy at the broad side of our house. The square, rough chiseled edges made for a more than adequate treaded surface as I came tip-toeing across dancing over the small gap in between each and taking careful precautions so as to not fall the fifty-foot drop to the net below and possibly disappoint the paying customers who had come to witness this, such a remarkable young boy’s tight-roping abilities!

A miscalculation… my sneaker slid of the granite and onto grass and I was awakened. Sidetracked.

Never in my life had I taken note as to a wind so warm and dry that circles the oaks shadowing our house.

I paused in my traces and squinted my eyes into the coming thrush. The affectionate breeze carried aromas of grass cuttings, stagnant blackberry, and dry leaves.

… I closed my eyes and envisioned raked leaves in piles high. I stood back, far from a selected mound and waved my hand at the spectators in the stands. I brushed a bit of rough from my red, white, and blue flameproof suite readied myself. Bend. Pause. Hit it! I ran mightily and upon reaching the pile I flung myself upwards and entered freefall prior to landing the feat! Leaves damp and rich with soil smells enveloped me...

My hand brushed the tire swing and spun as I walked past it.


I sat in the grass with my sneakers out in front of me and leaned back on my hands, my head folded to the right as I studied the damp sheets drying on the line. I approached the entrance of the teepee slowly not wanting to startle the chief inside. I placed my hands together in proper prayer form and slid them into the sheet folded over the line… elbows, shoulders, head.

I was overwhelmed by the sheer coolness inside as my cheeks and forearms rejoiced feeling the moisture from the damp sheet. I spun around, around and inhaled only through my nose smelling the detergent my Mother had chosen.

I looked up and smiled as the sun glowed through the white sheet with yellow flowers to me safe inside.

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